Sparrows

Sparrows

A breath of air kisses my cheek
as a mating pair of birds
careen past my face
in a wild dance of procreation.
A frenzy of excitement is left in their wake
reigniting old feelings of my youth
chasing my share of females in heat
or looking for something longer lasting
with a young man’s wandering heart.

2-04

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So, You’re One of the Chosen

Go with your God into rapture
Leaving us heathen behind
With the mess you’ve created.

Remove all of the forests
Then pave the land
And put up a civilization
In the name of your God.
Suck the very life juices out of earth
Then simply disappear
into the lap of your belief
when the rapture comes
and from all who seem to know
The time is close.

What if the end is created by greed
And yes, your God is a greedy one
Who rules with an iron fist
Kills the unrighteous
To purge the earth of non-believers.

The crusades did it
Hitler did it twice
Why can’t you do it now?
The end is almost here anyhow.

Dec 03

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YOSEMITE CA 1965 part 2

Tahoe

We spent a few more day in Yosemite then decided to go to Tahoe and visit Randy’s grandfather in Kings Beach.

After another overnight journey at forty-five miles an hour, we arrived at the lake with few remaining joynts and nine dollars between us.
Staying at his grandfathers trailer park we were able to remain in Tahoe for another three days before our money ran out.

On the last night, after deciding to return to the San Francisco Bay Area, I went into a gas station to take a leak and sitting on the back of the toilet, in contrasting black, stuffed full of money, sat a joyously fat leather wallet. Being a teenager with no scruples, I grabbed that billfold, sprinted back to the car and screamed for Randy to get us out of there.

After going through the wallet, we found a disappointing fifty dollars cash and a pile of credit cards.

We planned on dumping the wallet in the trash, but when I found the driver’s license, I realized I’d seen that guy a few minutes earlier in a local liquor store. We decided that fifty was ample reward for returning the guy’s wallet, so I took it back to the liquor store to give to the clerk.

As luck would have it, I was handing the billfold to the clerk the second the owner walked in. Boy was I busted. Instead of taking the wallet, the clerk motioned toward him. I turned and I handed the wallet over with what I was sure was a bright red face.

Quickly, he rifled it, then accused me of stealing the money.

I was so positive the money was my just reward for returning the arrant wallet, I held my ground, denied all accusations and told him I found it that way. What self-respecting teenager wouldn’t do the same?

There were a few minutes of glares and threats and his face got red with anger. For a moment, I thought I was going to have to make a run for it, but the guy’s friend finally talked him into thanking us for returning the wallet, which he did reluctantly and much to my relief, they left.

Randy and I spent the next two weeks living the high life in Tahoe on that fifty.

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YOSEMITE CA. 1965 part #1

Two Teens First Trip Away From Home

 

It was mid summer, a year before the summer of love.  I was sixteen and free and looking for adventure.

The smoking den out back of Randy Blacks parents house was the place I spent most of my time. The sheer poundage of smokable marijuana that found it’s way into that building exiting only as a vaporous cloud sometimes, even now, boggles my mind. Many plans of adventure were hatched and blearily worked out in that building. Very few actually bore fruit but the ones that did were doozys.

Randy and I sat one morning, completely hazed into a stupor with the latest Colombian shipment. On a whim we got into his old, ratty, fifty four Chevy, borrowed from his dad. Between us we had twenty dollars and a pound of weed. Then a pound of weed was $65.00 and we could finance a trip and have as much to smoke as we wanted.

The twenty got us to our first stop, Yosemite. Gas was twenty cents a gallon and a fill up was three dollars and change.

The old Chevy, although faithful as an old dog, never went faster than forty five miles an hour. It took all day to get to the base of the mountains, then most of the next to get into Yosemite valley. What the hell, we had lots of pot and some food and all of the time in the world so we were in no hurry.

Once in the valley we found a camp spot and went out into the meadow to watch the fire falls and spark up a few more joynts. With a goodly amount of smoke in our possession we became instantly popular with the young people in the meadow and later most people we met.

“Hay, wanna smoke one,” was our opening line and it served us well. There was a few things that we lacked and it took a few days to searched out couple of older biker guys willing to buy us beer. Their only criteria was we had to share our pot and drink with them.

We spent two weeks in Yosemite valley and had a wonderful time mostly stoned out of our minds selling small amounts of pot to survive.

There was one moment that was a bit worrisome. As a result of a large party one night, we hooked up with a small group of guys and moved our camp next to them.

A few days later one of the guys offered to fill our tank with gas if we drove him a few dozen miles out of the park boundaries and back. Randy had something to do so I offered to take him. We drove to the gas station and the attendant filled the tank. My generous passenger got out, handed the attendant his credit card and went over to the store next door to get some smokes.

The tank full, the windows washed, the oil checked, I waited for him to return to sign the credit slip. After ten minutes I heard a nervous voice behind me. “Get out of the car with your hands up.”

I looked back and I was facing the business end of the biggest gun I’d ever seen. All I could do was stare down the shaking barrel into the darkness at the bullet with my name, waiting for me to make a wrong move.

“Get out of the car,” the old ranger demanded.

Slowly I opened the door and was directed to stretch myself across the trunk of the car, spread eagle. Cuffs were put on and I was carted off to the Yosemite pokie. I was interrogated and put into a small cell to wait for three hours.

After accepting the fact that I was going to be there for the rest of my life the door was opened and I was released. On my way out the officers were much more friendly and told me the story. My passenger had stolen a woman’s purse and tried to pass the card. When it became apparent to him that it wasn’t going to work the guy made a run for it. Lucky for me, they caught him trying to hitch out of the valley.

Part two in a few days

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The perfect café

The way you dress
and hold your head
make you the perfect person
in the perfect café.

When you smile, I feel weak
and stumbled with words
I’d never before considered
on that perfect night
in the perfect café

I held your hand
for a fleeting moment
looked into your eyes
during the perfect moment
in the perfect café.

You walked in and out
of my life so fast
and left me standing
alone in this perfect café.

You left this glove
the smell of cologne
a perfect memory
in one perfect moment
at the perfect café.

I’ve come back for years
expecting your return.
No one steps through
the perfect door
sits on that perfect chair
at the perfect café.

I sent you a letter
in the perfect envelope
with a perfect stamp and
you returned it today
to the perfect café
Nov 99

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